Truth be told

Let's face it.
I would never be able spill my heart and soul here.
I can't.
I tried typing it out here, but I kept on filtering and ended up stuck.
But when I logged into my private blog, my fingers couldn't stop typing for at least a full minute.
I don't like being exposed and my thoughts are sacred.
Haha.
I guess you'll only read what I choose to share.

1 year

It's officially a year since I came back.

Today, a year ago, I was bawling my eyes out at the airport, saying goodbyes and almost missing my flight.

Australia Uni times are getting further and further away from the present, fading more and more into a memory I can only look back on.

I don't think I'll ever stop missing those times though, no matter how far each year brings me away from it.

8 Weeks.

8 Weeks ago,
This very day, I waited and waited for you to call.
I was anxious, and didn't know for sure if you would. You did in the end.
I smiled when I saw you outside the train station.
I know why I hung on through all the terrible fights.
It was for THIS moment.


8 Weeks
till I see you again.
I can already see that grin on my face in the airport.

Be Queen, Be Gorgeous.

All smiles and all seriousness @ work.

:)

Question Marks

I was driving alone today and had a lot of time to think about many things; about the dreams I used to dream, the things I want to do and the things I want, and then wondering what's the point of getting all these things, are these things important, are they worth living for?

I thought about myself, where I am and thought about where and who I want to be.
I guess to know myself best I should ask the One who made me, how He designed me to be and how I can excel best.
His patience is incredible, I always take it for granted.
Sigh.


Am moving to my private blog now.

to laugh or sulk?

My boyfriend comes up with the nicest things to say about me.
Just the other day, he said my new hair cut made me look like an Egyptian ... Prince.
and yesterday when I told him I have long limbs and a round stomach, he said I'm like a SPIDER.

-____-

you're a terrible listener.
but whatever.

you're not important to me anyways.